Hello blog.

It takes forever for me to write a proper longwinded entry.

IT’S ALREADY SECOND HALF OF 2009.

That’s crazy and I didnt notice that it’s going to be an end of 2009.

Let’s recount what happen after I went into APIIT

ASTRO SCHOLARSHIP – I tell you this one is really really unexpected. I wasn’t really giving much damn about this given the reason of me spending 1 hour filling up this application and spending 24 hours filling up maxis’ application. I got an email from a lady from the scholarship dept asking me to attend the interview. I, like anybody else scream out joy like some little boy who just got his candy. I wasn’t really well-prepared for it despite the fact that I submit this thing like months ago without giving much hope and goddamit I did not save the essays I wrote. On the day itself, I dress up slightly better than usual and went for it. The waiting really killed me as this was my first scholarship interview. When I step into the room, 3 corporate people (one from HR, one from scholarship dept, 1 from duno which dept.. i think accounts) greeted me including the scholarship lady. During that 30 minutes of war of the words. I screwed up alil because I had completely forgotten what I wrote for my essay thus making some statement that in a way contradict myself but I manage to divert their attention to some other topic. That accounts lady was the one asking all those questions as though she see through me that I was bullshiting. In fact I am.. But glad that I manage to bullshit towards the end.. not leaving any awkward moment in between *a few sec of silent is in danger zone*. results gonna out in a months time. really cross my fingers!

THE AMERICAN DREAM – The more i hear it, the more I think about it. The more I watch US series, the more I get influnced. Living in Manhattan has just became one of my dream. What does it feel like to stay in a city that never sleeps? I’m gonna set foot on the american soil somewhere during next year. I am excited! Aren’t you feel the same too?

EMPAT RATUS D – It’s been 6 months since I had this baby. Frankly speaking, I havent explore everything about this baby yet due to usual procrasinating habits. Somehow I managed to brainwash myself to get a flash, a 50mm f1.8 and soon a battery grip for this baby. This is my everything, my second wife.. So far it’s been well. I hope it’ll be a good investment.

RELATIONSHIP – Let me see. Havent done that, havent invloved in one. Probably I am better off alone at the moment. Guess it’s not time for me yet. Still a long way to find the right one. At the meantime it’s good to be single. No commitments, not being tied down, to be able to do anything you want to *that just because you’re a poor cheap bastard, wake up man!*

FUTURE – I just want to focus on the near future.. No point thinking about the far ahead future where you cant even settle the near future. Get over with the year 2 first sem with a presentable result. Just hope things goes well. get all those loans/scholarship and move on with my life….

I got a feeling that things will be good *for me only la! * although there are many tragic events occured throughout the whole year.!

It’s been 3 weeks since I started college. So damn fast right?

Anyway, I no longer study in Sunway anymore due to many many reasons! Currently I relocated myself to APIIT, located somewhere in Technology Park Malaysia, Bukit Jalil. About 20 minutes away from Subang.

Things just happened without even me noticing it. Time is ticking and life have to move on.

Working outfit has already part of my life. I wear it 5 days a week without fail. Cafeteria is the worst place to eat in campus. Chicken rice seems to be the only eatable meal in that place. Other seems to be toxic-friendly can cause death to many many people. Almost everyone got laptop in the campus and isnt shy to use it. Timetable is the devil among all things

I’m taking 6 subjects this sem *OMGWTFKKBMCH*cries.. Let’s see. I’m had to retrieve the knowledge I given back to my lecturers/teachers. -.-

The journey to go college and go back from college is hectic.. but… only for 2 years.

Bah… What to do in college? Tell me! =)

2 years and I haven’t make up my mind on what to do about blogging. I’m helpless. boohoo. Well I guess I’ll stick to wordpress at the moment =)

It’s the middle of 2009. Let’s see. First 3 months of 2009 had contributed to internship which I AM missing the workplace and all although it seems to be bored to take calls and do all those tiny weenie things. Pangkor trip was a memorable one but the post about it had been wiped off from the previous blog =(

Got dengue fever for the first time in my life. Wasn’t something to shout about, just the pain and the whole process of getting recover is something one shall remember. Full-body pain, admitted to hospital knowing you might lose your life soon, living in the hospital for a couple of days just sleep, eat and see doctor.

The break from April to May is not constructive. Sitting at home playing computer games, playing Wii. Yam Cha during the night. It is a routine. Wasn’t sleeping well. Wasn’t controlling eating habits. Wasn’t doing anything that seems to be right at all.

Next step of education is unsure. The idea of going to UK is still a hope until recently, just couldn’t get over the fact that it will still be a DREAM. Got myself admitedt to APIIT and being a student of APIIT wasn’t something I am ready to face yet. It just happened so fast. I didn’t want to believe it but it happened. Yerrr.

what’s next? asked myself.

“i just needed more time to think of what things i should do“

It’s another form of excuse to escape from reality. wake up.. wake me up when 2009 ends. most probably i might be ended up saying “wake me up when 2010 ends” at the end of the year knowing I got very little time left before me getting a degree. oops

time flies. really. im not joking.

its been a year since i did that event in sunway. and it was just like yesterday..

“yesterday.. all my trouble seems so far away“

and now my trouble seems to be so near and big.

oops