2 years and I haven’t make up my mind on what to do about blogging. I’m helpless. boohoo. Well I guess I’ll stick to wordpress at the moment =)
It’s the middle of 2009. Let’s see. First 3 months of 2009 had contributed to internship which I AM missing the workplace and all although it seems to be bored to take calls and do all those tiny weenie things. Pangkor trip was a memorable one but the post about it had been wiped off from the previous blog =(
Got dengue fever for the first time in my life. Wasn’t something to shout about, just the pain and the whole process of getting recover is something one shall remember. Full-body pain, admitted to hospital knowing you might lose your life soon, living in the hospital for a couple of days just sleep, eat and see doctor.
The break from April to May is not constructive. Sitting at home playing computer games, playing Wii. Yam Cha during the night. It is a routine. Wasn’t sleeping well. Wasn’t controlling eating habits. Wasn’t doing anything that seems to be right at all.
Next step of education is unsure. The idea of going to UK is still a hope until recently, just couldn’t get over the fact that it will still be a DREAM. Got myself admitedt to APIIT and being a student of APIIT wasn’t something I am ready to face yet. It just happened so fast. I didn’t want to believe it but it happened. Yerrr.
what’s next? asked myself.
“i just needed more time to think of what things i should do“
It’s another form of excuse to escape from reality. wake up.. wake me up when 2009 ends. most probably i might be ended up saying “wake me up when 2010 ends” at the end of the year knowing I got very little time left before me getting a degree. oops
time flies. really. im not joking.
its been a year since i did that event in sunway. and it was just like yesterday..
“yesterday.. all my trouble seems so far away“
and now my trouble seems to be so near and big.
oops
