Hello blog.
It takes forever for me to write a proper longwinded entry.
IT’S ALREADY SECOND HALF OF 2009.
That’s crazy and I didnt notice that it’s going to be an end of 2009.
Let’s recount what happen after I went into APIIT
ASTRO SCHOLARSHIP – I tell you this one is really really unexpected. I wasn’t really giving much damn about this given the reason of me spending 1 hour filling up this application and spending 24 hours filling up maxis’ application. I got an email from a lady from the scholarship dept asking me to attend the interview. I, like anybody else scream out joy like some little boy who just got his candy. I wasn’t really well-prepared for it despite the fact that I submit this thing like months ago without giving much hope and goddamit I did not save the essays I wrote. On the day itself, I dress up slightly better than usual and went for it. The waiting really killed me as this was my first scholarship interview. When I step into the room, 3 corporate people (one from HR, one from scholarship dept, 1 from duno which dept.. i think accounts) greeted me including the scholarship lady. During that 30 minutes of war of the words. I screwed up alil because I had completely forgotten what I wrote for my essay thus making some statement that in a way contradict myself but I manage to divert their attention to some other topic. That accounts lady was the one asking all those questions as though she see through me that I was bullshiting. In fact I am.. But glad that I manage to bullshit towards the end.. not leaving any awkward moment in between *a few sec of silent is in danger zone*. results gonna out in a months time. really cross my fingers!
THE AMERICAN DREAM – The more i hear it, the more I think about it. The more I watch US series, the more I get influnced. Living in Manhattan has just became one of my dream. What does it feel like to stay in a city that never sleeps? I’m gonna set foot on the american soil somewhere during next year. I am excited! Aren’t you feel the same too?
EMPAT RATUS D – It’s been 6 months since I had this baby. Frankly speaking, I havent explore everything about this baby yet due to usual procrasinating habits. Somehow I managed to brainwash myself to get a flash, a 50mm f1.8 and soon a battery grip for this baby. This is my everything, my second wife.. So far it’s been well. I hope it’ll be a good investment.
RELATIONSHIP – Let me see. Havent done that, havent invloved in one. Probably I am better off alone at the moment. Guess it’s not time for me yet. Still a long way to find the right one. At the meantime it’s good to be single. No commitments, not being tied down, to be able to do anything you want to *that just because you’re a poor cheap bastard, wake up man!*
FUTURE – I just want to focus on the near future.. No point thinking about the far ahead future where you cant even settle the near future. Get over with the year 2 first sem with a presentable result. Just hope things goes well. get all those loans/scholarship and move on with my life….
I got a feeling that things will be good *for me only la! 
* although there are many tragic events occured throughout the whole year.!
